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prompt journal!

I don't really use this journal except in odd situations/procrastination purposes anymore (and obviously, for watching people and comms)! Most of the time, I can be found
at my fandom prompt journal here:


it's not much, but it's a start!

(may contain images, ideas and writing unsuitable for people living in reality. bits are probably r-rated at the most.)

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Aug. 13th, 2020

[axel & roxas] the face

masterpost: x-stitch/plushie projects

May. 17th, 2011

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things that raven and neff have been up to this week, installment 1!

 Exams are over, hurrah! Picspam! 

Mar. 14th, 2011

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 A bunch of people on my flist have been offering fic up for help_japan . I'm not a ficwriter, but I thought I'd offer what I could this time, as I couldn't do anything for the last one.

So I'm doing cross-stitched sprites. Any game, although I'm most familiar with the Pokemon/Final Fantasy/Kingdom Hearts sprites (you can see a couple I've done at  my dA). (If you want to know whether it's possible do something else from another game/anime/whatever, send me a picture, and I'll talk it through with you). If the bidding goes above $30, I'll do a sprite each for the highest two bidders. I'm also matching the highest winning bid. 

This is my post:  here

My lovely uni friend smilies__rule  is also offering up the world's most adorable chibi charms  here. (She made me a Roxas one, and it is so freaking amazing). 

My girlfriend neffectual  is also putting up auctions for a) fic (Kingdom Hearts, Kuroshitsuji, Inception fandoms) and b) recording anything you would like in her fabulously delicious English accent. She has a snazzy voice, believe me.

Another one of my friends goodbyemagpie is doing fic for the fandoms: Kingdom Hearts, FMA and Ouran High School here.

One of my flisters, raphien is also offering fic from any fandom she is familiar with on  her own journal. Anyone who donates will receive a fic drabblet :).

Spread the word, bid if you wish, but only by doing something can we make a difference. 

(This is being cross-posted to all my online accounts and updated periodically). 


Nov. 7th, 2010

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i need more iconspace.

On a whim, I decided to pull out most of what I had for Arkham Harley Quinn today. There're so many inaccuracies I'm going to have to bear because I'm not capable of making a corset yet, and for the sake of tightlacing, I'm going to have to wear a longer underbust instead (unless my shorter one without a busk actually does tightlace as much as the other one does), and the boots need covering and I need a pigtail wig or need to redo this one as it's dying slowly, and make gloves and bits and bobs, but so far, not looking toooo bad. I think the main thing is "ho'fuck, dat cleavage of doom", as emmy and joe just put it. I can tell I'm going to have much fun in this costume!

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Just tried rewashing my Ciel dress. (Quick recap - I commissioned someone to make me a girl!Ciel wig - this was a year or two back before they were all over ebay and there was literally nothing - and she told me she'd be able to dye it the right colour. Stupidly, I agreed - she seemed to have good feedback from the UK lot and her wigs seemed pretty nicely done. I received it, and ...the amount of dye that came off onto my dress and arms and hands and face was just phenomenal. It was badly styled, the wefts she'd put in were showing space at the back, she'd glued bits of it together and it was far too small for my head. Mostly, I'm pissed off about the dye not coming out), So, I wash it in things, and soak the dress and the hat, and do stuff to it that she recommends will help with the dye (that she'd told me was washing clear and was totally absolutely fine despite me being able to press my fingers to it and stuff just coming off) and still nothing. I am fed up. Kinda wish I'd had the balls to email her back after she'd told me to use something on it and demand a refund, but I guess I'm too fucking shy. Ah well. Anyone know anything that ought to get alcohol-based dye out? I think I'll email her back and ghgchgvchgvhgvhg, I've no idea. It was bloody expensive too, and she wanted to dye it green, initially. (And I was going to try selling the dress on as well. No chance of that now.)

Making a shortlist of wigs to buy. Right now I'm looking at Axel, Roxas, Zexion, and boy!Ciel base-wigs, I just want to make sure I don't need anything else before I do the order. I kind of want pigtails as well for Harley (and possibly a new girl!Ciel wig, but they don't do the right colour yet!) but I'll see.

Finished Deep Space and the other one in BBS. Still can't do the fucking ice cream, so I'm playing around in the Mirage Arena for a bit. :/ Still on Ven's story, and it's been about 29 hours. I think I'm going to go start Terra.

Enough whining. I should be programming. Blarghghgvhgv.

Dec. 27th, 2009

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it's in the water.

How on earth did I get so jaded?


Oct. 31st, 2009

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If you have received an item/items from me via LJ, please leave a comment to this entry with either positive/negative/neutral in the subject.
Thankyou :)
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Other feedback may be found at my ebay account. ---> myworld.ebay.co.uk/ravenkavanagh

Sep. 5th, 2009

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I'm moving in with Abridged_Fic tomorrow.
I can't fucking wait.
This year is going to be awesome.

Aug. 11th, 2009

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er....that's it.

Yeah. Moonhound scares me, and I have no fake blood. Nekozawa's tie looks shit, but I spent most of the time sewing it also on the phone with only one hand and one toe free. Ciel's wig...whilst worked on with lots of love and stress and hair-pulling...is still a fluffball. And Anthy needs glue-ing and it's two tomorrows away and......rrrrrrgh. Underprepared.

Still excited though.

Jul. 9th, 2009

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This is pretty much how I feel right now, besides abject horror and misery :)

cartoon from www.weblogcartoons.com

(Cartoon by Dave Walker. Find more cartoons you can freely re-use on your blog at We Blog Cartoons.)


Jul. 2nd, 2009

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YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! (subject title relevant)

I'm playing at Ayacon - for definites now, because I'm listed up on the website! *squeal*
This is fifteen times of awesome. *dances*

Aaaalso, I just hit 300 subs on YT.

I need to go practice what I'm going to play xD
I need to work out what costume I'm using to play in as well.

Just so this isn't a completely piano-related thingy, I'm going to add:

Craft idea!

[1] - Axel and Roxas sock puppets. Damn you, Neil Gaiman, damn youuuuuu.....

Jun. 30th, 2009

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We went to Bristol today, randomly for an exhibit and ended up wandering around the countryside looking for the seaside (how we lost it in the first plase, I have noooo idea..). There was a lot of faggotry, Sora and Axel conversation, a little Roxas/Axel which basically culminated in "I VOTE FOR CHEESE *muffle*" and general insanity. The apple juice spilt and ruined a bit of one of my notebooks and some original slash but 'twas easily fixed.

It was great fun. I miss my friends, but only seem to remember when I see them what a sight for these sore eyes they really are. I'm really very lucky. I love them all.
Especially you, you know who you are. (I'm still not sure I even deserve you, but there we go, you're not getting away that easily, dammit, so you are, in fact, stuck with me).

Jun. 25th, 2009

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I'm slightly confused.

That's the fifth person today who's told me I need to believe in myself more. Once (okay, several times) from the girlfriend, another couple of times from the ex-girlfriend, and from other friends. I don't know. I don't think I'm that self-blagh, really. Jack was nice though, even if we're having a secret rendezvous in the graveyard, like what? But yeah, getting stuff off my disproportionately-proportioned chest was nice, even if he vanished when it was getting good.

Aaaaah well.

In other words, the Sho jacket I needed for TWEWY cosplay went on ebay because I left my brother in charge of bidding while I took the dog for a walk and the net spazzed on him, and so I must pay more for one from Japan which will require far more sewing. And I have started nothing else, but the cross-stitch dragon is coming along quite well.

I need to start writing again - it's all very well writing down prompts for pictures, but I can't draw don't trust myself enough to do them yet, and since the piano is not an easy medium with which to convey the nuances of speech, it falls to writing. Ugh. Do I really need to kill Mikami off? What will Kitazawa do? Why is Raven being a stubborn-fucking arse and why does Darren let him and why can't they just live like normal people? If I bury people's heads in a wood for safe-keeping and eventual story-telling and advice-asking, how do I keep the plebs away? (barring the fact it's an evil spooky suicide-inducing wood,of course). Does a buried head cackletalk when kept in a jar when no one can hear it? Bah. Too many questions. I can't even write fanfic, which is a bit blegh. Blegh. Blegh to all. I blegh you.

I think I get what Jack and Alex meant now XD.

Edit: Had sudden thought involving Tenga Toppen Gurren Lag-something, which I have been ordered to watch as apparently it is good. What is it that Kamina says - believe in me who believes in you...?

Jun. 13th, 2009

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oh god, I'm killing my fandom

[1] - Roxas in a Roxie cabaret outfit. Axel in top hat and cane? :3



[2] -
"Oh, Spock, the things I've wanted to do to you." "Ah.  Hate sex." says (19:55):
 you're adorable, Rox
 you really are

~||*| Roxie |*||~ ---- like gravity broke a headstrong wave, the crash so cold and huge and sickeningly loud. says (19:56):
 .....I'm a pain in the patella. : D
 I don't know about adorable.
 Adorabibble, maaaybe :3

"Oh, Spock, the things I've wanted to do to you." "Ah.  Hate sex." says (19:56):
 nuh uh
 naked Axel approves
 oh god

"Oh, Spock, the things I've wanted to do to you." "Ah.  Hate sex." says (19:57):
 mental image, naked Axel doing the Russel Howard arms out, thumbs up, mad grin
 'Naked Axel Approved!'

Jun. 7th, 2009

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(no subject)

Did I say I hate packing? I hate packing. D:
Although I have lots of prompts now for the summer. Yay.
I have less than 24 hours left in this room.
I don't want to leave D:.

Calendar dates I ought to note down for no apparent reason (because I'm throwing away the calendar)Collapse )

Jun. 5th, 2009

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I felt this needed its own post.

No. Fuck you, you whore. I've had enough. Fuck off and die in a blazing ditch of vitriol upon which I hope you choke.

I'm watching you.

There, I feel so much better now.

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(no subject)

Barring the fact that that just gave me a seizure and quite possibly, a heart attack, that was hilarious. Bad mood continues unabated, only to be made worse by the realisation it is the Summer Ball tonight and they have fucking dodgems. Bastards. I would care, but bastards. Okay, maybe not so unabated, but blagh. Blaaaaargh.

358/2 does look fairly epic, except for those damn spoilers. Damn you. Now I know what happens (but I still want the game because hello? ROXAS! it looks awesome and I has the right hh console for it, huzzah. I would soldier on and acquire more games, but apparently I have to cosplay at Aya. I don't even know the characters well enough to do so, but oh, well.  (cut for dreamwidth akuroku vitriol et al :3).

I'm so tempted to find a rip of the Sims 3 when it's all calmed down, just so I can create people and point and laugh, but effort. Off I go to fail to tidy my room and listen to the fucking noise. I might even go up to Founders and point and laugh, just so I can have something to moan about.

Jun. 2nd, 2009

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am I neurotic? + meme

I don't know. Maybe I'm just a little bizarre when it comes to crazy, but...mneh. Never mind. I'm probably wondering about it because I've spent the past two days in labs for about twelve hours and it saps the wonder from me. Anyway. Facebook meme.

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May. 31st, 2009

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it's very hot outside, there's way too much atmosphere....

Waaaaaaaaaaay too hot.
There's also no sea-salt ice-cream to counter-act the heat either.
I really miss my fountain pen. I have fanfiction ideas and I just can't get them out. And they don't sell my stupidly expensive fountain pen anymore. Bah. Bah. Baaaaaaaah, I say.

It's still boiling. Roxas is dead. Roxas died at the picnic in all his corseted, industrial silk glamour. (In other words my Organization XIII and VIII t-shirts came a few days ago, yay! They're fucking huge for a small. ).

My room looks really empty without all my books and things. I'm going to miss this room and its vultures and Sophie and the stupidly loud person who lives above me (okay, maybe not) and living really close to Bryn and Dom and everyone. :( I still have a week left, I guess.

Fuck knows what I'm doing for Aya, to be honest. Unless I have a job, I doubt I'll be able to do anything properly and so might end up reusing old cosplays and just going casual for a couple because I fail. Luckily they haven't said outright I can't play, so that at least appears to be going through. I'll go through the options off my dA when I'm not playing on my Grell-coloured DS (lalalalalalala~!)

New York is however, a definite as the tickets are being booked tonight. That'll be amazing. I miss it. I'll have to find that Japanese music shop again xD

I didn't just do a funky Roxas dance. Nope. Not at all.

I think Roxas may have to go to the Slimelight.

May. 30th, 2009

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It's five in the fucking morning. Why am I still awake?

Ohwait. *angry face*

May. 26th, 2009

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a quickpost for no-one

Thought I'd post this for myself, for nostalgia's sake, seeing as I'm going through things I used to watch when I was little.

 and the second part:

These are the two parts of the short animated film "The Treasure of the Grotoceans" which has little orange tetrapus-liked creatures  collecting things under the sea, and doing funny dances, in the space of 16 minutes  - it's also a film without dialogue, and the music fits it perfectly. I remember recording it and watching on repeat when I was about three. Took me a good few hours to find out what it was called, so it's not really been a wasted day.

May. 23rd, 2009

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expo + other

The other is the most important bit and was the Saturday Surprise of which I had been told about repeatedly :D

But yeah. Pre-expo was Neff at mine, both of us going uyvyhvkjhvkluvkvkwhvckhkvhv over sewing and stuff. Didn't sleep. Then wandered to expo. Was a nice warm day. And stuff. Keyblades just....argh. Yeah. Everywhere. All over my hands and our clothes and
This awesome leather-clad Gambit (with a Deadpool and one other) came over while we were all eeeeeee over him and was like "Keyblades. Awesome." And yeah. That made our day. (The PVC woman did have a delectable arse though). That was like, yeah, awesome.
We didn't spend much time in the main hall, it was bloody hot and neither of us had anything to carry stuff back in and yeah, hot and keyblades. So outside again. Met with friends. Sat on grass. And stuff.

Then the Saturday surprise. :DDD
*basks in happiness for a moment*
*lots of moments*
We are amazing and amazing.

Found Dani and co, and did a bit more wandering. Yup. Wandering. That's pretty much all we did in the afternoon really. Was nice though. One bit made me go D: in my brain later though, but at the time was nice.

It's never been that hot/crowded before, I swear. And I don't remember there being so many children...

I'm really cold now D:
But still happy.:D

(I don't think I'll ever get around to writing up about Kitacon XD).

May. 20th, 2009

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star trek

was technically amazing, fairly actorly-wise, and not too bad storywise. Bits were fairly cheesy. Bits were amusing.
All in all, did like.

Have got my Roxas and Axel t-shirts now! They're a tad big, but I love them :D
Also have got my blue/black dreads so can start making more dreadfally things :D

Still haven't finished my cosplay.

May. 18th, 2009

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yay :D

Sora grinned, (out of the mouths of babes) and flung himself bodily into Roxas's pattering footsteps, for once following rather than leading. It was then that Roxas smiled, briefly, adorably, and he pulled the other to him in a kind of dance, breathlessly swinging around, the momentum carrying them over the path and into the sand.



I'm still sneezing, but I'm back into AkuRoku (wonder why xD) and Expo is soon upon us. I HAVE GOT NOTHING DONE. I AM ASHAMED.
But yeah.
Am buying Twilight Town jacket off FujimiyaRan on dA because I want to corset the back and generally bastardize Roxas's clothing into something wearable. I'm a loving fangirl.

Life is not too bad at the moment :D

May. 14th, 2009

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oh well, it was fun while it lasted

Nothing for it now.
I shall have to find another Axel/Sebastian to play hard to get for/smooch/embitter/annoy/shag now.
Damn you, magical canadian rodent. *shakes fist*

Edit: tulips went into fairyland. anghgfrhgfwkcuwcucuyec.

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